I wanna catch up

I have started another blog so that I can leave comments in XX's blog.
I even posted pictures of myself so that he can see my face IF he stumbles upon my blog (be it accidentally, coincidentally or purposely).
I have decided to write my blog entries with him in mind. His song titles or lyrics will be mentioned in all my blog entries.
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Suddenly I feel very shallow ... All I do is to check XX's blog, watch movies, shopping, go for karaoke, meet up with friends for chit-chat, makan sessions and to bitch/gossip. I dun seem to plan anything for my future. I think I have become a bimbo. =(
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My peers are working hard. Teck has become a regional manager of his company. Wing and wife have started a company and are doing very well. Ko and wife are planning for a private property in two years' time. Vivian and hubby have already bought a condominium.
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I really wanna catch up ... But I dunno how.