后路

It's been hell this week. I have been working till 9pm for the last two days and I still cannot clear the backlog accumulated since my grandma's passing. Hmmm ...

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I hate this feeling that I have alot of work undone ... I feel very stressed and I don't have much appetite recently. I haven't been sleeping well too. Think I lost some weight and I am starting to look very haggard/tired. It is a shitty feeling and I am very tempted to quit without a job. Seriously! Sigh ... My colleagues dissuaded me "It is just a passing phase and you have been through them before ... You know it, rite?". Yesh, I admit that I am kinda impulsive to do so ... Yesh, I know I will get by. My colleagues are a real nice friends which I would like to keep for a long, long time. Yesh, I will tahan a little while longer ... Anyway I have tahan-ed for so long already ... All of us know that we will lose our jobs soon. About 2 years' time? Yesh, yesh, yesh, I better think of 后路 ...